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"But when you are able to say, “I am all of the above, my shadow as well as my light,” the shadow’s power is put in service of the good. Wholeness is the goal, but wholeness does not mean perfection, it means embracing brokenness as an integral part of your life." -Parker Palmer

 
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About Lena.

Hi there! I use she/her pronouns. Black Lives Matter. Trans rights are human rights. Abortion is healthcare.

I grew up in the San Francisco Bay Area doing gymnastics, dance, arts & crafts, theater, and playing outside. My experience attending the Sojourn Project—a living history education journey through the lessons of the modern Civil Rights Movement—while a high school student was impactful for me. I moved to San Diego in 2002 for my undergrad studies at UC San Diego, where I completed my BA in Ethnic Studies, danced a lot of modern dance, ate a lot of burritos, and further learned to appreciate education as social justice. After college I found the physicality of yoga to be a delightful and challenging way to move my body without competition. Uncertain of my next direction, I attended graduate school at San Diego State University, where I completed my MA in Women's Studies and began a multiple subject teaching credential for elementary education. I taught dance to children, volunteered with the IRC, and served as a member of AmeriCorps before deepening my yoga practice with my first yoga teacher training in 2011. I have since completed my 500-hour yoga teaching certification, an 85-hour prenatal certification, the Prison Yoga Project training, and workshops and trainings on a myriad of continuing education interests. The spiritual aspects of yoga have aided me in the never-ending search for peace, calm, and positivity within, and I'm passionate about sharing these tools with others. My other favorite healing modalities include massage, meditation, writing, hypnotherapy, coaching, hiking/running, reiki, acupuncture, cold plunges, and chocolate. I'm intentional about taking yoga off the mat and I love finding the bridges between the heart & mind, the individual & community, and mindfulness & expression. I continue to be passionate about integrating movement, self-study, social justice, leadership, nature, and connection. For the last decade I have been enamored with travel and grateful to have led many yoga + adventure retreats locally & internationally. To ensure safety on retreats and personal backpacking trips, I have training as a Wilderness First Responder (WFR) through NOLS. It’s been a winding path! I currently work as a teaching assistant for the Dimensions of Culture Program at Thurgood Marshall College at UCSD. You can find me writing morning pages, reading five books in bed, snuggling Clementine, watering my plants & propagating succulents, cooking up random recipes from what I’ve got around the kitchen while listening to podcasts, hiking, camping, writing letters to friends, pulling oracle cards, and planning my next adventure. She currently resides on the ancestral homeland of the Wiyot & Yurok Tribes in Humboldt County.

About Phantom Moon Holistics.

Many years ago, one of my favorite friends, Lisa, and I were camping in Idyllwild. Soon to become one of my favorite places, this was one of my earliest trips to the pines out there. We were traipsing through the woods on a morning hike and figuring out life and being generally brilliant. It was one of those sweet days when you can still see the moon during the daylight. It wasn’t more than a sliver of the moon in the sky but I noticed that I could still sorta see the outline of the whole moon. Looking at the crescent white of the moon, the rest of it looked like a phantom: I knew the whole thing was there because I had seen it before (and because of physics/the light of the sun, reminds my brother). This felt like a beautiful metaphor for life: even when part of you/me is obscured or dark, your/my whole being really is all there. Just as the phantom moon is always truly full, you, of course, are always whole. And we’ll wax and wane and get full and begin anew daily, weekly, monthly, forever.  

“Holistics” is a reminder that in each of my offerings, and in life, I hope to remember this wholeness, mine and yours. That in yoga, ritual, and writing, I intend to attend to the complexity, the shadow & the light, the joy & the grief, that we experience as human beings.

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Thank you to Katie Bush for helping me start this website, Erika Brandt for helping me finish,

Lisa Hastings for the logo, & Nam Chanterrwyn for the professional yoga photos :)